the summer
Ok so the summer............well it started off pretty good, besides the fact at that point i didnt have a job, but still. I saw Ramsey people kept in touch with Rider people all was good, and it was all summed up in the incredible day that was my birthday, the whole day was just...well........perfect. I even got my own party huzzah.....but from there its been down hill. Yeah year 20 of the Greg aint doing as well as it should...I GOT A JOB...and dont get me wrong money is great...having money for once and not having to ask people for it is great.......but idk.......things just havent worked out......oh htere have been there moments...........visiting rider twice for scuillis parties...have been...interesting and fun.....
Dont get me wrong there are alot of good points about the summer especially alot of the ramsey people..its just....ummm
grrrrr
frustrating
alot of frustration
not much i can do about it either
for now....or awhile
kinda wish i did onstage a bit......i miss the the ay ter job is good but gets boring.....i do the same thing everyday
and ive run out of games to rent :(
im also worried about next year....what am i gonna do without the luke or the cook or the other seniors
i mean i still have joe bjorn cohen the other pod people alpha psi people kim jordan and katie.................. i wonder if ill go there as often
everything is gonna be diffrent..not fun?
i coulda sworn i freaked out about this the end of sophmore year..........yeah i did
wait umm the summer..............
yeah so i screwed up recently....again...again...again.....man thats three time already....you think i would take the hint
figures
oh well.......it will all work out wont it???????
heh heh dont think about that
(btw everyone reading this probably has no idea what I am talking about...too bad)
so yeah
now im bored
and im running out of time on that damn new years resolution...(sigh) again