UGH!
So here it goes, THE MAJOR MELT DOWN OF THE SUMMER!!!!! Ladies and gentleman, please welcome Lauren with a round of applause in her latest performance of the Woe Is Me Monologues!!!!!!!!! UGH!!!!!!!!!!!I thought it would be an escape...from it all...from everyone....and i find myself wanting back in! ANA, I NEED CRADLING!!!!!!! The group that i thought i fit so well into....i guess i do....but it's just not the same. I've found that i use every1 in miami. If I move on to another group(as I am so famous for doing)I know where i can fall back on....who's always there....THANK YOU guys! And goddammit HATE ME, for whatever stupid insignificant rant you have against society and just one of the people in it this time....go ahead...it's just one less person i have to think or care about. But I dont know what I'm doing here. and is it gonna be like this when I leave for college????? am I gonna think I've met the best group of ppl and that i fit in with the best group of ppl and just end up wanting to run back to the Ashes', Dana's, Ana's, Maki's, Khrista's, Nat's, and Ally's???.....FUUUUCK! The funny thing is half of me wants to go...get back to miami as soon as possible, and the other half kinda likes the quiet and being out of the familiar and completely dreads going back at all. ok more to come..........