Ugh
Ok, I just found out that there is a make of products that were designed to aid in the symptoms of crohns disease (which I have), and basically it's a few additives, but mainly it's an al around diet. I whole raw foods diet. Which means i'm eating vegetable (gross) , fruits (yum), and roots, and all sorts if shit that come from that section of the grocery store that I've avoided at all costs for 25 years.
But , if it will stop making me lose weight, and put an end to mah muscle aches and pains. So basically, I'm going to have to face mah worst fear and say goodbye to all of mah yummy pizzas, hamburgers, chicken, candy, steak, ect, and start eating nothing but fruits and vegetables. But Like I said, if this makes me live happier, and makes me live longer for rachel and her happinmess, then i'll do whatever. As much complaining as I do , there are things in this world that I would like to stick around for. I hae a few friends, I make people smile and laugh, I make them feel pretty and loved, I'm a pretty decent person , I have an amazing family and a better girly than any boy could ask for. I have a few friends that would probably miss me, and ,....omg, if I gain too much weight, mah clothes arent going to fit anymore (girls will understand this more than boys). Well, I guess i'm about to stop by the grocery store on the way home and get some,.....vegetables and fruits (gags) ...... LMAO ! ! I have no idea how to prepare these kinda of foods, so All of mah cooking skills are going back to step one. O'well, Life is about sacrifices,......so long yummy foods.
But , if it will stop making me lose weight, and put an end to mah muscle aches and pains. So basically, I'm going to have to face mah worst fear and say goodbye to all of mah yummy pizzas, hamburgers, chicken, candy, steak, ect, and start eating nothing but fruits and vegetables. But Like I said, if this makes me live happier, and makes me live longer for rachel and her happinmess, then i'll do whatever. As much complaining as I do , there are things in this world that I would like to stick around for. I hae a few friends, I make people smile and laugh, I make them feel pretty and loved, I'm a pretty decent person , I have an amazing family and a better girly than any boy could ask for. I have a few friends that would probably miss me, and ,....omg, if I gain too much weight, mah clothes arent going to fit anymore (girls will understand this more than boys). Well, I guess i'm about to stop by the grocery store on the way home and get some,.....vegetables and fruits (gags) ...... LMAO ! ! I have no idea how to prepare these kinda of foods, so All of mah cooking skills are going back to step one. O'well, Life is about sacrifices,......so long yummy foods.