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Wow, it's been almost a year since I updated this emotional trash can...Well, here it goes...
Reading over some of my earlier blogs, I've realized that I had some serious fucking issues in the past lol. So, here's to a fresh start!
A year of living in a different place and being around different people can really change a person. Guess it really opened up my mind to how people really are and realized how much I've missed out on while living in the boonies for ten years. Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed living there but at the same time it kept me from growing mentally.
Now that I'm here in Hattiesburg, I know that I could never go back to the place where I lived for so long. Too many bad memories, not of other people, but mainly from my own actions. I'm not saying that I couldn't live on the coast anymore, but never in that type of uncertain environment that dictated how I felt and how I treated other people...
Well, there's too much to go over in one posting...so on with today...
I awoke in a pretty good mood, as always these days, got too much homework to be a holiday/storm weekend. OH, speaking of a storm...
Gustav is just around the corner...I'm not sure if I'm looking forward to the event or maybe just eager for a change in pace to keep my thoughts fresh. I fear for my family and friends that are on the coast as well. Although Gustav is not quite another Katrina, after 3 years of rebuilding we(Everyone on the coast) still haven't reached 100%. I'm sure everything will be okay in the end...
On another note, I don't know if anyone else has watched much of The Weather Channel, but last night there was a meteorologist on the TV talking just like that spiritual guy from Happy Gilmore and Grandma's Boy. He was literally acting out the hurricane broadcast, for instance, he would use his arms and head to act out airflow of the hurricane eye, so it took him about 5 minutes to explain what the eye of a hurricane does...I just sat there with my eyebrow kind of cocked the whole time while Scott and I exchanged meaningless jabber and laughed at the retardicon...
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Reading over some of my earlier blogs, I've realized that I had some serious fucking issues in the past lol. So, here's to a fresh start!
A year of living in a different place and being around different people can really change a person. Guess it really opened up my mind to how people really are and realized how much I've missed out on while living in the boonies for ten years. Don't get me wrong, I enjoyed living there but at the same time it kept me from growing mentally.
Now that I'm here in Hattiesburg, I know that I could never go back to the place where I lived for so long. Too many bad memories, not of other people, but mainly from my own actions. I'm not saying that I couldn't live on the coast anymore, but never in that type of uncertain environment that dictated how I felt and how I treated other people...
Well, there's too much to go over in one posting...so on with today...
I awoke in a pretty good mood, as always these days, got too much homework to be a holiday/storm weekend. OH, speaking of a storm...
Gustav is just around the corner...I'm not sure if I'm looking forward to the event or maybe just eager for a change in pace to keep my thoughts fresh. I fear for my family and friends that are on the coast as well. Although Gustav is not quite another Katrina, after 3 years of rebuilding we(Everyone on the coast) still haven't reached 100%. I'm sure everything will be okay in the end...
On another note, I don't know if anyone else has watched much of The Weather Channel, but last night there was a meteorologist on the TV talking just like that spiritual guy from Happy Gilmore and Grandma's Boy. He was literally acting out the hurricane broadcast, for instance, he would use his arms and head to act out airflow of the hurricane eye, so it took him about 5 minutes to explain what the eye of a hurricane does...I just sat there with my eyebrow kind of cocked the whole time while Scott and I exchanged meaningless jabber and laughed at the retardicon...
N~