Wondering...
Guess throughout life changes take place. People become friends, people stop being friends. It's just part of the bigger picture. It's nice to be able to sit back and watch and judge yourself for the decisions you've made and have no regrets. Usually people harbor regrets either towards other people or themselves for the decisions they've made in the past. I can honestly say that I don't. In order to be free of the pain of the past you have to leave it where it belongs. While looking forward to a brighter tomorrow. I've been comparing myself lately to the Niles 11 months ago and realizing that I have completely changed. Maybe it's the after 30 becoming the person you're going to be the rest of your life thing. Who knows?
I've noticed that I'm not emotion driven anymore. I think about everything in many different perspectives before making decisions. Not saying that I don't have a temper at all but my fuse is a bit longer. I am now making another decision. I am leaving livejournal. This is my last post. For real this time. Thanks for being a great audience for my foolish bantering and stories. I've enjoyed the chance to express myself for the most part. Even the fights and whatnot to an extent...gotta have some spice in life sometimes lol. But anyways, I'll be on MySpace.com from now on...Just look up my name if you're interested in speaking with me or my IM is still on my info page here OR if you know my phone number already that will be the quickest way...but I don't think or expect anyone to contact me in any form or fashion. So you all take care and make the best of life...and don't dwell in the past...because the past is already dead...except in History class *gag*...
RAWK ON!~
Anyways, take care and slap someone if you get stressed...
Love, Peace, and Chicken Grease
Niles
I've noticed that I'm not emotion driven anymore. I think about everything in many different perspectives before making decisions. Not saying that I don't have a temper at all but my fuse is a bit longer. I am now making another decision. I am leaving livejournal. This is my last post. For real this time. Thanks for being a great audience for my foolish bantering and stories. I've enjoyed the chance to express myself for the most part. Even the fights and whatnot to an extent...gotta have some spice in life sometimes lol. But anyways, I'll be on MySpace.com from now on...Just look up my name if you're interested in speaking with me or my IM is still on my info page here OR if you know my phone number already that will be the quickest way...but I don't think or expect anyone to contact me in any form or fashion. So you all take care and make the best of life...and don't dwell in the past...because the past is already dead...except in History class *gag*...
RAWK ON!~
Anyways, take care and slap someone if you get stressed...
Love, Peace, and Chicken Grease
Niles