Dammit!
All month I've been pissy, bitchy, and mean because I've been taking out my anger for my situations on all of those around me...
Well, last night, Seamus and were planning on spending time together. Today, we woke up late, and I had to get something from my dorm, so I sked him to come with me, planning on waling back with him. I was planning on spending time with him, and he was ready to leave alone after walking me over so I could get work done... I told him to just go (because I was upset he was ready to leave so quickly) and he kept insisting I tell him what's wrong.
Well, we had a fight, and all of my frustrations and anger came out onto him...Again.
I know I have displaced anger issues. "Kick the dog" totally equals "glych" in my mind. I get treated badly, or forced to work at point a and I take it out on point b. It's not fair to point b at all...and this past month especially, not to mention before, Seamus has been point b.
He's right about that...
He's been right about a lot of things.
Maybe I am undateable.
-glych
Well, last night, Seamus and were planning on spending time together. Today, we woke up late, and I had to get something from my dorm, so I sked him to come with me, planning on waling back with him. I was planning on spending time with him, and he was ready to leave alone after walking me over so I could get work done... I told him to just go (because I was upset he was ready to leave so quickly) and he kept insisting I tell him what's wrong.
Well, we had a fight, and all of my frustrations and anger came out onto him...Again.
I know I have displaced anger issues. "Kick the dog" totally equals "glych" in my mind. I get treated badly, or forced to work at point a and I take it out on point b. It's not fair to point b at all...and this past month especially, not to mention before, Seamus has been point b.
He's right about that...
He's been right about a lot of things.
Maybe I am undateable.
-glych