[LYRICS] Bad Apple
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Even in the midst of the time that's flowing round me
I feel languid, helplessly spinning around and round
I can't even see my own heart, as it's leaving me
But I couldn't care less, so why do you?
I can't even move, as I'm pulled so painfully through
Simple cracks in time that are washing me through with no reason
I'm no longer sure who I was, but I know one thing
I am only me, that's all there is to it
Is this just a dream? Is my reality real? All of my words are useless
Even if I try to speak
I'm so tired of being sad, I'm so tired of being alone, so should I just carry on
Without feeling anything?
Even if you give me words, my heart won't take notice, so you shouldn't even try
You're just wasting your time
Even if I try to change, even if everything breaks, will this careless heart of mine simply fade into black?
Can I continue to exist? Does my future have a chance? Should I even start to try, if it's simply not worth it?
There is nothing left for me; only pain and only hurt. But perhaps there is a light at the end of this tunnel
And I still don't understand why no one has offered a hand, so must I change on my own, is that the way it has to be?
If I change and I speak out, if I bother to exist will this hopeless heart of mine be turned into blinding white?
Even in the midst of the time that's flowing round me
I feel languid, helplessly spinning around and round
I can't even see my own heart, as it's leaving me
But I couldn't care less, so why do you?
I can't even move, as I'm pulled so painfully through
Simple cracks in time that are washing me through with no reason
I'm no longer sure who I was, but I do know one thing
I am only me, that's all there is to it
Is this just a dream? Is my reality real? All of my words are useless
Even if I try to speak
I'm so tired of being sad, I'm so tired of being alone, so should I just carry on
Without feeling anything?
Even if you give me words, my heart won't take notice, so you shouldn't even try
You're just wasting your time
Even if I try to change, even if everything breaks, will this careless heart of mine simply fade into black?
If I move a single inch, if I move a single inch, everything will be shattered in the blinking of an eye
If I allow myself to grieve, if I allow myself to cry will this careless heart of mine finally turn into white?
I still don't understand you, I still don't understand me, I don't understand that much, but I understand one thing
If I open up my eyes, if I see for the first time and everything is to break then my heart will then turn black!