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i don't know. i thought last night that i would get over it, that because we both agreed it was weird that i would be totally fine, like nothing happened, like i do that all the time. but no. today when you talked to me, it was like absolutely nothing ever happened. you said it wouldnt make things weird. but by not talking about it and just pretending like it never happened, that is exactly what makes it weird. because we both know what happened and it will always be in the back of our minds now, until we can openly talk and try to figure out exactly what went on, emotionally anyway. although im pretty sure there was absolutely no emotion on your part. whatever. and you did the same thing this time that you did last time, go on and on to me about whatever girl it is that you like, the very next day. what, do you think that by telling me how much you like another girl, that's going to make me forget what happened between us? or are you just trying to prove to me that you don't like me? because i know you don't!! i am aware!!! and now, i'm sure, that because i'm friends with her, you're going to recruit me, just like you did last time, to help me set you up with her. well, good luck, because a. she already has a boyfriend, and b. i am not helping you. i won't let you fuck with me like that again.