I-AM-THE-FUCKING-WALRUS

[glstoqueen]

And then. And then.
To finish off a goddawful day we went to a Turkish restaurant.
And I couldn't just have a salad, oh no.
'Eat something proper becca'
Fuck off. I will not.
I've eaten so much today. Oh god.
Fattyfattyfattyfatfat.
Right. Damage Control.
Starting tomorrow I will fast for 3 days, then restrict to under 100 cals until glasto.

On the 14th of June I will buy
Cucumber
Celery
Lettuce
Broccoli.

And thats all. I will not be a slave to my biology.
I will buy beautiful makeup, and be beautiful.
And then people will want to know me.
Boys will want to know me.
I would be happy with anyone wanting to know me.
I want a girlfriend, I think.
A pair of breasts to rest my head on.
A pussy to lick.
Someone as sensitive and complex as I am.
Someone who loves me.
I ended it with daryl today - he's my best friend, but thats as far as it goes.
I told him and he was like 'fine'.
It hurts - you think that after a year and a half there'd be more to it than that.
Its how much I'm worth.
I'll be worth more when I'm thin.