Jun 08, 2005 14:42
Guess who just HAD to go eat a pot of pasta today. From the fucking canteen. Thats right, fucking muggins here. I bet that was about 200 calories, right there in that pasta. Abso fuckinglutely disgusting. I should be put to sleep like an animal - I had to go throw it up of course, but I'm sure I didn't get all of it because I'm crap. So thats about 200 calories today. Thats fifty more than yesterday. I'm supposed to be getting better - I'll be a fat bitch forever if this keeps up.
And I'm sure I failed my history exam. I could have just stuck my fingers down my throat and vomited my worthless, bloated stomach onto the page and it would have made more sense than what I wrote.
I'm such a failure. I hate it.
Tomorrow I will eat nothing. No juice, no food. Just water. Because thats all a cunt like me deserves.