[So very locked from Eva]

Jul 02, 2008 11:31

So, they've been awake all this time, huh? Figures Oban would have kept it a secret from me. Even though the Creators no longer rule over the galaxy, she'd still listen to them if they told her not to let on that they were awake.

I didn't know what I was doing. I thought I was just extending her lifespan. I mean, what do I know? Tens upon thousands of years of tradition, and all it takes is just one human being to throw it all out the window. They said nothing like this has ever happened before. Two Avatars ... ruling at once. It's unprecedented.

Thirty days ... That's all? How can anyone be asked to make such a decision willingly, even if they are given time to decide? I mean, that's why Satis concealed the true nature of the Ultimate Prize, right? Who in their right mind would actually choose to run the galaxy for ten thousand years?

I know what choice I want Eva to make ... but it'd be extremely selfish and petty of me to ask her to make that choice just because I don't want to be lonely. I won't allow myself to say or do anything that might influence her decision one way or the other. I'd rather have a happy and harmonious relationship for one hundred years than to have Eva be resentful and regret her decision for ten thousand years ...

avatar angst, 30 days, eva wei

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