Aikka, if you're out there, please read this ...
Okay, I think you've been avoiding my journal for a while now, Aikka, but please, hear me out.
I know I hurt you. Even though I didn't physically lay a hand on you, I nearly did something far worse than any bodily injury I could inflict on you. But I want you to know that I would never under any circumstances, ever hurt you, or any of my other friends, not even in a moment of passion. Even during that fiasco at the Zaza masquerade, I managed to maintain enough self restraint and left the scene before I could do something that I would most certainly regret. I made a promise to never abuse my power for selfish gain, and to never infringe upon the freewill of others. And I intend to keep that promise, not matter what.
Aikka, I value your friendship. I know we had some differences in the past, and that I was always jealous of you (and maybe some small part of me still is) but I truly admire you and your sense of honor. I know that you're always looking out for Eva, and that you care about her just as much as I do, in your own way. I consider you one of my closest friends, because you're one of the few people who truly understands what happened during the Great Race; someone that I can relate to, in that regard.
Please, I'm not asking you to like me, or even to continue being my friend (even though I value each and every friendship I make more than anything else, because I know I will outlive the majority of the people I've come to care about). All I'm asking is for your forgiveness.
Words seem so inadequate now, but they're all I have. All I can say that I am deeply sorry for what I have done to you. And I want to know if there is anything I can do to make it up to you, please, tell me. Ask what you will of me.
((OOC: Yes, Aikka, you have a god at your mercy. Try not to rub it in too hard. XD))
I know I hurt you. Even though I didn't physically lay a hand on you, I nearly did something far worse than any bodily injury I could inflict on you. But I want you to know that I would never under any circumstances, ever hurt you, or any of my other friends, not even in a moment of passion. Even during that fiasco at the Zaza masquerade, I managed to maintain enough self restraint and left the scene before I could do something that I would most certainly regret. I made a promise to never abuse my power for selfish gain, and to never infringe upon the freewill of others. And I intend to keep that promise, not matter what.
Aikka, I value your friendship. I know we had some differences in the past, and that I was always jealous of you (and maybe some small part of me still is) but I truly admire you and your sense of honor. I know that you're always looking out for Eva, and that you care about her just as much as I do, in your own way. I consider you one of my closest friends, because you're one of the few people who truly understands what happened during the Great Race; someone that I can relate to, in that regard.
Please, I'm not asking you to like me, or even to continue being my friend (even though I value each and every friendship I make more than anything else, because I know I will outlive the majority of the people I've come to care about). All I'm asking is for your forgiveness.
Words seem so inadequate now, but they're all I have. All I can say that I am deeply sorry for what I have done to you. And I want to know if there is anything I can do to make it up to you, please, tell me. Ask what you will of me.
((OOC: Yes, Aikka, you have a god at your mercy. Try not to rub it in too hard. XD))