court.....it sucked
I'm in a very foul mood. I got nasty to a customer so I decided to take a step out of reality for a moment or two. Nicole and i went to court today and it wasn't good. well I wasn't good lets put it that way. my temper has been outta control as of late. none of you have really heard me lash out at anything too becomming, but the walls and boxs I punch at work do. I almost got thrown in da slamma for acting like a "wise ass" the damn lady who was deciding how much I was to pay for child support didn't take into account that I have been working more due to the managers constant vacations and didn't believe what I told her about the millinium club was a tip when I make certain sales objectives, not something I get weekly. I have to shell out $450 a month for the kids who will never see any pennny of it used for them. kinda like the governments of 3rd world countries and live aid and that sort. I'm not pissed about it "really" now I have a very short time to find a second job which isn't too hard just a little picky about working with "the ignorant type" I can barely afford to keep myself fed sometimes. I need a better job!!!!! doesn't help that all my professional references are nowhere to be found these days. go figure. well for those of you who will be at the apps meeting at sams dont feel bad if I poke you in the ass with my pitch fork!!!!!!!! it'll get better. I know, but it'll come back to her when I give a social worker pictures of how she's a total slob, doesn't feed the kids anything of nutritious value and doesn't know how to bathe them. .....more when I feel like it.