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I don't even want to write anymore. I opened up this box to maybe see if I could get something started, anything. I'm watching Family Guy in the den and Sophie was in my dream last night (maybe because we were talking earlier that evening?) and whenever that happens I always feel so... strange. Only with her. I do sort of have a secret huge crush on her but it doesn't matter. I missed the basketball game tonight and I'll be missing tomorrows game also which I hate, I really just want to watch them play basketball. It's not as exciting watching the NBA games on TV. They're not doing well this season. The Bears. Speaking of which, Vivien has been on my mind lately. I unblocked her on facebook which was a big move for me and I feel totally fine. I've seen her profile and I'm not effected by it in the ways that I was last spring. I'd like to talk to her, as friends, just because I did care about her so much and it would be nice to see how she's doing and if she's well, et cetera. Maybe one day. I suppose it's not something I should be thinking about right now, with everything else on the table. Eh. I feel weird. I was very tired today and I think I'm just going to go to sleep soon. At least this was something.