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If I made a list of girls I'm "crazy about", I just might hate myself, but how much of it would really be true? Or applicable?
Both of those things are under contention.
There's a girl who I might be in love with (so I'm not) who I can't read. Who I could never read.
There's a girl who is so quiet that she seemed to find it ridiculous that I would think she hated me. Setting off everyone's gaydar but mine. I just think she's cute.
There's a girl who is straight but who just gives me these strange vibes. Acts weirdly around me. I can't tell the difference between friendly and flirting.
There's a girl who has a boyfriend who I touch under the table and I'm starting to think it's a bad idea. The sleepovers won't help.
There's a girl who is in love with me, black and white, and for some reason I can't seem to get it together for her. She's so good to me, and yet I find there is a void there.
There's a girl who is different in and out of bed. Who I stopped trying with, but who seems to be holding on in some way. I think we both are.
There's a girl who is innocent and young but I almost feel uncomfortable around her. I have no idea why.
There's a girl who seems terrified by me, for some reason, and I think she's talking shit. Which doesn't make sense, but I don't dwell much on it.
(I am not crazy about all the girls on this list.)
Both of those things are under contention.
There's a girl who I might be in love with (so I'm not) who I can't read. Who I could never read.
There's a girl who is so quiet that she seemed to find it ridiculous that I would think she hated me. Setting off everyone's gaydar but mine. I just think she's cute.
There's a girl who is straight but who just gives me these strange vibes. Acts weirdly around me. I can't tell the difference between friendly and flirting.
There's a girl who has a boyfriend who I touch under the table and I'm starting to think it's a bad idea. The sleepovers won't help.
There's a girl who is in love with me, black and white, and for some reason I can't seem to get it together for her. She's so good to me, and yet I find there is a void there.
There's a girl who is different in and out of bed. Who I stopped trying with, but who seems to be holding on in some way. I think we both are.
There's a girl who is innocent and young but I almost feel uncomfortable around her. I have no idea why.
There's a girl who seems terrified by me, for some reason, and I think she's talking shit. Which doesn't make sense, but I don't dwell much on it.
(I am not crazy about all the girls on this list.)