when you've got such high expectations

Jul 30, 2005 19:21

bright colors make me happy. when i had pink hair i would sit in class, watch it fall all over my face, and giggle to myself that something so vividly pink was my own hair. the purple had some of the same effect but not as much as the pink. it would spread itself out all over my white pillow. the flashing pink against a white background was such a shocking combination that it made me feel so inherently and outwardly beautiful at the same time i didn't really even know what to do with myself. if money was not an object the pink would again be mine.

it is completely inadvertant that i have a crush. i'm a puss for honesty and a fine sense of humor.

also it is becoming apparent that i am not supposed to be without wookie for long periods of time. he puts me in my place like no other and it's good to have that around. fuck greece. greensboro needs greece, greece already has enough...that's why it's called greece. not something else that isn't greece. dammit

i'm going to the beach tomorrow and i haven't packed. i'm a little bit worried that due to the circumstance that i am responsible for two young lives.

i am so thankful that florida birthed max, gordy, travis, and matt. without them my summer really would have been lacking.
while we sat on a log overlooking the lake a guilford college drunkenly trying to figure out what words were being spelled into the sky by whoever was deemed "it" to write the word and as i wore my handcrafted elbow slam guard (might have been a franzia box) and gordy asked what he could get for a pog and max took off his clothes while suz and travis talked on top of max's jeep i thought, "motherfuck, i love this." unless you were there, there is really no possible way to understand the real beauty of the situation. to an onlooker it would have appeared to be a bunch of drunk college aged kids bumbling around all higgeldy piggeldy but it was special to me. and i do believe that is really all that matters.
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