this will be long
hello all
whats goin on? its been a while. a long while. ive been stupidly busy. i thought id keep alot more time to myself but im still a social dependent. school? im not sure yet. my mind is still pretty fucked up i just cant figure out what it is i want. i feel like i have alot of time but i still feel guilty for not being more...productive. i cant write for beans anymore. i dunno how much i even like it. more and more i just like editing. my friend sam is in the creative writing program at school and he lets me read his stories and his classmates stuff so i can edit. and up until my camera broke i was a picture taking fiend....but it broke. stooooop.
im trying to get out of my lease and move in with kyle. not like that. he just has this huge house with like five rooms one of which is a really cool attic. plus a couple other friends might move in there so itd be fun.
work = ridiculous. everyone there is so shady and not committed. were constantly getting people calling in "sick" and needing days off and this one kid even lied about having a class on saturdays, just so he doesnt have to work. the boss knows this but she has like a crush on him and wont fire him she just ignores how bad he screws us all over.
theres a nursery i might look into working at. basically, anywhere thats not food for thought. i wanna come out and visit again in springtime. $$$$.
my mom friended me on facebook the other day. whoops.
i miss you guys i still think of ya alot and wanna be around ya. im really happy here but its weird not havin you all in my life. youre my fam.
im sorry im not better bout keepin in touch
jen
whats goin on? its been a while. a long while. ive been stupidly busy. i thought id keep alot more time to myself but im still a social dependent. school? im not sure yet. my mind is still pretty fucked up i just cant figure out what it is i want. i feel like i have alot of time but i still feel guilty for not being more...productive. i cant write for beans anymore. i dunno how much i even like it. more and more i just like editing. my friend sam is in the creative writing program at school and he lets me read his stories and his classmates stuff so i can edit. and up until my camera broke i was a picture taking fiend....but it broke. stooooop.
im trying to get out of my lease and move in with kyle. not like that. he just has this huge house with like five rooms one of which is a really cool attic. plus a couple other friends might move in there so itd be fun.
work = ridiculous. everyone there is so shady and not committed. were constantly getting people calling in "sick" and needing days off and this one kid even lied about having a class on saturdays, just so he doesnt have to work. the boss knows this but she has like a crush on him and wont fire him she just ignores how bad he screws us all over.
theres a nursery i might look into working at. basically, anywhere thats not food for thought. i wanna come out and visit again in springtime. $$$$.
my mom friended me on facebook the other day. whoops.
i miss you guys i still think of ya alot and wanna be around ya. im really happy here but its weird not havin you all in my life. youre my fam.
im sorry im not better bout keepin in touch
jen