Finally after all this time some closure

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Well this girl finally came to my dorm and we talked. (I am not going to saywho at the moment.) She finally said when I asked her if she wanted to get into a relationship with me, she said no. I was hurting at this time and it took all the little strenght I have since I am sick not to cry. After watching the rest of donnie darko because of a long story we atarted talking again. I learned a lot more abotu her but I am not going to say it here. THats just between me and her. After awhile she said she was sorry that she lead me on. That was what I wanted to hear for awhile. As I forgave her I again tried not to break down crying although I did a little bit. She had wasted a lot of my life but I also learned a lot. She then stayed for awhile but when she finally left, I felt like crying but I couldn't because I finally got the closure I wanted and I got it straight from her mouth. I was/am happy it is finally over.

Don't feel sorry for me. Be happy for me. Feel sad for her. She couldn't tell the diference between real and fool's gold.