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[glowingplasmid]

The past three years have been filled with relationships, both good and bad. Now, I've got nothing. I've got no prospective relationships, no relationships I can try and mend, no one even interested. It sounds so pathetic and co-dependant but when relationships are something you've lived with... it's weird to not have them anymore.

It's odd not having what I have always had. It's a strange freedom that I never asked for. But I a freedom I probably need.

I'm scared. Is that bad?