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Jan 19, 2010 16:57

Takeru, I'm so, so, so sorry. I've done something horrible, even though I promised you I wouldn't ( Read more... )

ken, takeru, iori

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10000words January 20 2010, 09:23:38 UTC
Yes, I thought they were overreacting over Ken and I hanging out together more now, I already assumed they somehow found out, because being so upright about just becoming friends really made next to no sense. At first I thought Ken had told this to Iori, to be mean or something, but... Ken's changed. I watch him every day and he's a lot more relaxed, he sometimes does such silly things... I think he's doing alright (aside maybe drinking a bit more at times), which is why I'm worried this will set him back on the offensive.

... but I'm not worried about anything else. And so shouldn't you be, Hikari. Whenever they come about to consider actually coming to ask me, I'll be here to tell them the truth. I know it's not one of the best things I've done in my life, but considering neither Ken nor I were dating them - I don't see how this is anybody's business but Ken's and mine. And we're fine with it - meaning we're not dating now, I'd like to think we're friends. Which is a relief for me to say after the last five years.

I won't say anything about Ken and Iori, because I'll admit I don't really know what's the history behind them, but I can say Daisuke had no right to react like that. We broke up nearly a year ago, and he's dating Mina now. How does she feel about him reacting like this? I can't believe I'm writing this, but he should - both of them should - mind their own business. And since they're not, goes to show they're not mature enough to. Which, consequentially means Ken and I have nothing to be sorry about. This might as well have just been a rumor, or a scheme - what do they know, they never came to ask us, directly, and they'd still set something on fire. I don't- I can't feel anything about this whole matter than a sense of pity. I'm not bound to either of them, I'm living my life and making my own (wrong or not) choices. So I refuse to let this upset me.

Meaning, it doesn't matter, Hikari. Maybe it was a good thing it leaked, so we could see this side of them and leave it all behind. *hugs*

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