All Good Things...
I won't be needing my "sins cast" filter anymore.
I am the newest addition to the Sins o' the Flesh alumni.
Since it's not really something I need to keep hidden anymore, I have no real compunction about talking about my thoughts regarding leaving cast now.
I've been thinking about quitting for awhile. I didn't like a lot of the new developments in the cast's direction, new policies and such. Really, starting with the 4th of July, having fun at the show became less and less in line with being on Security. For the past few weeks I was having a lot of fun talking and interacting with the audience, and really not liking the fact that doing so was incompatible with doing the job of a Security guard.
I was also getting invited to do more things as I attained greater levels of success in my endeavor to change my life in the positive ways I wanted. Things that happened on Saturday nights, events that I quite enjoyed and was loathe to leave, but had to because of my Rocky obligations.
And then there's the aspect of just growing out of it. I was. It's that simple. Plus, with graduation coming in 8 weeks and the impending "getting a job" crisis, I might have had no choice but to quit soon in the interests of time management.
I still intend to go to the show, most weeks but not all, because I have a lot of friends there and I enjoy the good nights with great audiences that are a lot of fun. But now I have the freedom of an alumni to come and go as I choose, play and have fun as I will, and none of the cast responsibilities to hold me back/down.
And so, with this I close this chapter of my life and begin the new one.
~fin~
CHAPTER 25:
The clock in my bedroom read exactly noon. I had succeeded in sleeping through Sunday morning, and now the light streamed through the blinds, filling the room...
I am the newest addition to the Sins o' the Flesh alumni.
Since it's not really something I need to keep hidden anymore, I have no real compunction about talking about my thoughts regarding leaving cast now.
I've been thinking about quitting for awhile. I didn't like a lot of the new developments in the cast's direction, new policies and such. Really, starting with the 4th of July, having fun at the show became less and less in line with being on Security. For the past few weeks I was having a lot of fun talking and interacting with the audience, and really not liking the fact that doing so was incompatible with doing the job of a Security guard.
I was also getting invited to do more things as I attained greater levels of success in my endeavor to change my life in the positive ways I wanted. Things that happened on Saturday nights, events that I quite enjoyed and was loathe to leave, but had to because of my Rocky obligations.
And then there's the aspect of just growing out of it. I was. It's that simple. Plus, with graduation coming in 8 weeks and the impending "getting a job" crisis, I might have had no choice but to quit soon in the interests of time management.
I still intend to go to the show, most weeks but not all, because I have a lot of friends there and I enjoy the good nights with great audiences that are a lot of fun. But now I have the freedom of an alumni to come and go as I choose, play and have fun as I will, and none of the cast responsibilities to hold me back/down.
And so, with this I close this chapter of my life and begin the new one.
~fin~
CHAPTER 25:
The clock in my bedroom read exactly noon. I had succeeded in sleeping through Sunday morning, and now the light streamed through the blinds, filling the room...