I'm Everybody's Fool...
I'm starting to think I'll just never get this thing we call life right. Every time I try, I just fall on my face again and instead of someone helping me up, everyone's laughing and trying to trip me again. So, I ask myself, what's even the point? Why should I even try. I mean, I don't even have the people I once called friends. In high school, it was pretty much the three of us, and now they don't even call. They just seemed to have faded into the backround in my life along with everything else.
I need to become independent. But it's hard to accomplish that by yourself. To become independent doesn't mean that I can't have help. Just one word of encouragement would be nice instead of constantly being reminded of my failures. Just because I'm working on being independent doesn't mean that I still don't need a shoulder to cry on or an ear to listen, but these days, I guess it's become alot to ask. There's no one to listen to my problems unless they're being paid to. I guess, maybe I'm just whining. Everyone has they're own problems. It's just, sometimes, I wish that when they're telling me about their problems, that I have some of my own to. But when I think about it, there's really no point in wishing. They never come true anyways...
Later,
Anda
I need to become independent. But it's hard to accomplish that by yourself. To become independent doesn't mean that I can't have help. Just one word of encouragement would be nice instead of constantly being reminded of my failures. Just because I'm working on being independent doesn't mean that I still don't need a shoulder to cry on or an ear to listen, but these days, I guess it's become alot to ask. There's no one to listen to my problems unless they're being paid to. I guess, maybe I'm just whining. Everyone has they're own problems. It's just, sometimes, I wish that when they're telling me about their problems, that I have some of my own to. But when I think about it, there's really no point in wishing. They never come true anyways...
Later,
Anda