Feb 08, 2005 14:03
So I'm back at home, due to the fact that Tina kinda tried to kill herself and for some reason hates me when I'm the reason she's still here. But whatever helps her make it through the day.
So, my loser ex hasn't given me my clothes and other stuff back yet. I'm living in my sister's clothes. Yay. And thanx to Dennis, I no longer have a permit or social security card 'cuz my wallet 'magically' disappeared when we broke up.
So I'm back with Cody now. Teresa's not going to be very happy about that. Sorry sweetie. For those who don't know who he is, he's the one I've been waiting for for 3 1/2 years to be back with. Sometimes I hate being in love with him. I could of had Mr. Close To Perfect, but I'm still in love with Cody. At first I thought maybe I could make it work anyways. But I finally realized that that's not fair to Jay. Even if I did try, it would have only have hurt him because I love someone else even if I did care about him alot. It would have ended up hurting him alot and he doesn't deserve that. He said he didn't hate me, he just didn't want anything to do with me. Sounds convincing. That sux, but I wish him the best in life.
So, for those who have read this far, I'll stop babbling for now and I'll talk to you all later. Love and miss you all.
Love Always,
Anda