Is It Worth The Risk...
Why do I insist on putting myself through this still? He's not good for me, he won't treat me right...Yet I can't get him out my mind and my body won't forget his touch. I know I won't get anything out of this. I want all or nothing, he wants the in-between. It doesn't make me feel good about myself, but I don't want to let him go. Sometimes I can't figure out if I should cry or beat in his face. I know I should let him go, but my heart won't let me.
I'm having a problem with another guy. My friend Kory wants to go out with me, and he's a really nice guy and I know he would treat me good...and I know this sounds horrible...but he's black. I've never dated a black guy before and I know it would create alot of problems with other people. I'm sure I could get past the fact that he's black, but I wouldn't be able to deal with all the shit it will bring up. Even some of my friends would put me down, and I would never hear the end of it from my brother. And the other problem is that my heart still belongs to the other guy, even though I know it'll go no where, I just can't let go. But Kory's offer will never stray from my mind...It seems pretty good for me. I might give it a shot, after I work all of my other problems out and get some stuff off my mind. But I'm so unsure of what to do...
I'm having a problem with another guy. My friend Kory wants to go out with me, and he's a really nice guy and I know he would treat me good...and I know this sounds horrible...but he's black. I've never dated a black guy before and I know it would create alot of problems with other people. I'm sure I could get past the fact that he's black, but I wouldn't be able to deal with all the shit it will bring up. Even some of my friends would put me down, and I would never hear the end of it from my brother. And the other problem is that my heart still belongs to the other guy, even though I know it'll go no where, I just can't let go. But Kory's offer will never stray from my mind...It seems pretty good for me. I might give it a shot, after I work all of my other problems out and get some stuff off my mind. But I'm so unsure of what to do...