I don't understand
Lately I have been having this weird feeling inside. Noramlly I feel 'warm' and happy (which sounds stupid but true)...pretty much content, but now I feel depressed. I guess that's how I can put it. I don't know what's cause it either. There is just this constat 'blah.'Maybe it has to do with classes...but I'm not sure. I wish I knew. What makes this even harder is I have no idea how to express it. No matter what I do, the feeling won't subside. Well, that's not fully true. I went puddle jumping the other day and felt much better. And last night I went to the gym to workout. Granted I overdid the workout, but I felt better.
Another thing that is making this harder is that I'm not use to feeling this way. I don't even know what 'this' is. I AM SO FRUSTRATED!! And I don't want people to think that it is them, because it has nothing to do with people. So I have no idea what the cause of my depression is. (I do wish the name calling would reduce a little :p lol) but otherwise everything is fine...great even! So why am I frustrated? Arg.
I love you guys...sorry for the vent.
Love always,
Shannon
Another thing that is making this harder is that I'm not use to feeling this way. I don't even know what 'this' is. I AM SO FRUSTRATED!! And I don't want people to think that it is them, because it has nothing to do with people. So I have no idea what the cause of my depression is. (I do wish the name calling would reduce a little :p lol) but otherwise everything is fine...great even! So why am I frustrated? Arg.
I love you guys...sorry for the vent.
Love always,
Shannon