Comments | glowboy: So I think I may have a Buffy the Vampire Slayer scene in the works.

glowboy

So I think I may have a Buffy the Vampire Slayer scene in the works.

Jul 30, 2005 14:00

I met a cute little red-headed girl last night when she was standing in front of the water cooler. As I have been watching Buffy with renewed vigor lately - and since I had to say excuse me if I was going to get to the water … well, I just had a vision of picking her up and throwing her against the wall instead of the pleasantries. Consensually and ( Read more... )

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nerd_dog July 30 2005, 21:35:38 UTC

"I met a cute little red-headed girl last night"

go get her charlie brown ::grin::

glowboy July 31 2005, 01:46:04 UTC

Have you been following your dick?

(or does it need a leash?) ha-ha

glowboy July 31 2005, 01:17:03 UTC

Maybe I already said this above, but I got another inspiration on how to explain it ( ... )

It's hard to follow mrdilettante July 31 2005, 20:01:32 UTC

That sounds a little different from what we were talking about the other night. But I assume you're just sharing your thought processes aloud.

Re: It's hard to follow glowboy July 31 2005, 22:04:25 UTC

Different how? I think it's a totally different subject altogether. The other night we were talking about dating relationships. Here I'm talking about sadomasochism. I don't need someone who hits me to be a major capital "R" Relationship in my life. But they need to be someone I am fostering an ongoing play relationship with. And of course I am just thinking outloud so it could all seem different next week.

With D/s it's another story. That does have to be in Major Relationship status. And that's been a pretty consistent awareness for me over my leather life.

sugarmommaless August 2 2005, 14:56:12 UTC

(...) It was a learning thing. She wanted to learn how to punch people. I wanted to get hit. I volunteered. It was good.

Then I came home and I've got all this stuff with me that usually only happens when I submit or have been intimate. It felt dischordant.

I've had that same conflicting dischord before, too. For me, it's similar to but also isn't *regret*. It's like my boundaries worked for me, and I got what I wanted/needed, but afterwards I wish I could have re-written the story line just a little bit. It's not regret, but it is a different sort of longing, and it makes me realise new things (or remember old ones) about who I am. It's usually a pretty sober day after ... sober in that meditative quiet sort of way.