noone wants tio be alone at christmas time

Oct 11, 2003 22:01

wow. this has been a week.

HU doesn't play with their homecoming...i can't even begin to tell you the lineup at yardfest (young bloods, Nelly, Freeway, Murphy Lee, Loon, Juelz Santana ETC), the fashion show (serena and venus williams), the concert (dwele, vivian green & musiq), and the comedy show (Charmaine and Theo from the Cosby Show). Pharrell was wandering around campus today AND to top it off, we won our homecoming game against FAMU! *grin* that is something else indeed. i was kinda disappointed that their band came all that way and didn't play. what's with that? so much for the Marching 500.

so. everyone is away at the step show and i just got up from a 4 hour nap (yes, i was tired) and i'm chilling alone for once in my room. it's a welcome change, i'll say that much. all those people get to you after a while.

hm. interesting thought here. my suitemate says that i never act like i'm happy, and now my dad is concerned b/c he thinks i'm sad. I honestly don't see it...or maybe it's hard to look at yourself objectively. i think since i've been here, i've made less of an effort to project this "happy" thing like i usually do. or maybe it's because i find fewer and fewer reasons to smile at anything. not that i don't ever, i do it selectively. this is all very interesting. then i have my moments..i don't know. like, right now...feeling sad...just sitting here. granted, maybe the melancholy music doesn't help any, but i woke up like that. :sigh: this sorta reminds me of my junior year...i hope it's not that again. that took a while to get out of. it's like i miss something...but i don't know what it is.
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