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So last night was basically the worst ever.
I went to my parents' to do my laundry, eat dinner, and see my cat. Ohhh god. I guess silver is going to have to be put to sleep today if she didn't die during the night. (Which I sort of hope she did, I don't want my parents to have to take her in to the vet to get her killed, and I'd sort of rather she just fell asleep and stopped breathing in our living room.)
I sat with Silver for a really long time before I cam back into Buffalo. She was purring, but her fur was all matted, you could feel all of her bones and you could hear it when she swallowed because she's refused to eat or drink for days and she was all dehydrated. My mom had been forcing mushed up food and water into her mouth. I hate the fact that I'm never going to get to see her again. She's been around almost as long as I can remember.
I cried the entire car ride home and whole rest of the night in my apartment. I went to bed at 11 and didn't wake up until a few minutes ago, at nine. I have to work today and I know it's going to be just awful. I hate this. Hopefully going out tonight will cheer me up.
I went to my parents' to do my laundry, eat dinner, and see my cat. Ohhh god. I guess silver is going to have to be put to sleep today if she didn't die during the night. (Which I sort of hope she did, I don't want my parents to have to take her in to the vet to get her killed, and I'd sort of rather she just fell asleep and stopped breathing in our living room.)
I sat with Silver for a really long time before I cam back into Buffalo. She was purring, but her fur was all matted, you could feel all of her bones and you could hear it when she swallowed because she's refused to eat or drink for days and she was all dehydrated. My mom had been forcing mushed up food and water into her mouth. I hate the fact that I'm never going to get to see her again. She's been around almost as long as I can remember.
I cried the entire car ride home and whole rest of the night in my apartment. I went to bed at 11 and didn't wake up until a few minutes ago, at nine. I have to work today and I know it's going to be just awful. I hate this. Hopefully going out tonight will cheer me up.