random writings
one.
my life consists of black and blues
and never of any i love yous
with a broken heart
my mind an ocean apart
i'm tired of pretending
it seems to be neverending
i miss those days full of joy
and not these ones full of "oh boy"
i will go on forever
and i know i will not ever
be happy again
in the end
two.
her eyes as green as the grass
if you look in them you'll see her past
the hurt the pain
it drives her insane
her tears
her fears
being all alone
nobody ever home
to just say
"it'll be okay"
nope
no hope
she writes in the dirt with a stick
nobody knows how to fix
her broken soul
it's taken its toll
she writes her story
she will die not in glory
but in the lowest way
she knows she can't stay
she takes the knife
with pain and strife
she ends her life
.
tre.
It's so lonely here
There's nothing too familiar
But it's okay,
'cause no one can provide
the company I need
'cause it's not yours
Every day I see
a thousand faces
I don't recognize
But it doesn't matter
'cause none of them is yours
And I sit at night
And think about
All the things, I'm missing
cause you're so far awayy
And do you think of me
Under the sky, wherever you might, be
Tonight
Every shade of purple
Every shade of blue
The sky throws at me
I catch and keep for you
And when we reunite
You just may find
a quiet ocean in my eyes.
I miss you
two
Scars fade only with time, so I'm told
But what can time do for an open wound,
Picked at and kept alive
And what is time anyway
Every moment seems like forever