Re: Remember...
anonymous
January 7 2007, 19:08:01 UTC
Alex once wrote this...
January 16, 2004 ¤ 9:37 pm
im afraid of losing my friends. Im afraid that the years of highschool will move so fast that every special moment is lost . I spend 12 years of my life with these people and soon i will be torn away from them. College im happy its there im happy i can move away and live but im afraid of losing what counts..my friends ..Im afraid that i will lose alecia and nikki, the two people who can make me laugh when im hysterical, alecia you were there for me when i got the phone call sean died you snuk out with me to make me feel better you made me smile through tough times and i never wanna lose you. Nikki our night talks and staying up until 2 babiling on abou tboys sex and drugs. I dont want to lose you cause you are so genuine in what u say and feel and how you view things...Brittany 7 years - fights and termoil u stuck with me i stayed at your house for a week or 2 whil emy mom was sick in the hospital i threw up on ur floor n ur mom still lets me in the house u been there for my throu death heartbreak and lose. and to u i owe the biggest thanks for putting up with my shit you are so important to me Bippy and Bubbilina..forever.
And I wrote this...
__downslide wrote, @ 2004-08-24 00:00:00
We had so many good times, laughs, boyfriends, sneak-outs, jumping off roofs, late night talks, walking to Burger King, and Starbucks, and Target, and Justins House trips, and beach trips, and Applebee dinners, and Chillis Dinners, and phone calls and just EVERYTHING was fucking about the four of us.
I fucking miss;
BRI UNIT Last summer it was all about us. Nikki and I? Damn, we were like unseperable, when she wasnt in camp she was hanging out with all of us. Nay and I? Spent almost EVERY SINGLE DAY with each other doing absolutely nothing. Going for walks to God knows where. Alex and I? Hung out all the time and walked all over and snuck out to see her friends, and I was there when Sean died.
We were all unseperable, and it always boiled down to Me, Nay, Nikki, and Alex. Its just fucked up to see how different things are now. No one talks to Nikki except for me, Nikki moved to her dads house and is completely happy with her life. Nay and Alex barely talk to me, Nay and I were like fucking sisters last summer and this summer...ugh i dont even know. Alex and I? Oh man, we would always have so much fun and now, she just I dont know I feel like she just came to the point of not liking me.
Im not saying they all were the reason it broke up. We all had a part in it, but to sit back and realize that it was ALWAYS us four girls and people knew us by it. and to look back now? and see what has changed its fucking sad, and its so painful.
You guys can say whatever you want about me. You can claim it was my fault, you can blame me for everything. You can say I made a journal? Whatever. I don't care. You can talk badly about me, say I am "dead," but to tell you the truth, I still won't care. The time we ALL spent with each other was amazing and I truly loved and valued every moment of it. But things changed, we changed, and all the extra drama and shit talking doesn't change that.
I love you guys for all the memories you have given me. So hopefully everyone can grow up and take that with them. And whether or not you appreciate this entry, I hope you can at least get something good out of it.
Bri-Unit 03' is for forever. Whether or not you "include" me in it, it will always be the four of us. (You guys say 04', it was actually started summer of 03')
Thanks, Alecia.
P.S. I hope you will still all wear pink to my wedding. (Incase you forgot, I'm still holding you for that)
Re: Remember...__fakeaseizureJanuary 8 2007, 04:39:47 UTC
I want to take everyone back to the month of June. When I cried, and begged you to be friends again. I did that in front of John and whoever else walked by. Britnay had to pull me away from you. I don't think I ever missed someone more then you. To read something like this makes me sad... But more importantly confused.
Re: Remember...__fakeaseizureJanuary 8 2007, 06:51:49 UTC
And me and Britnay, haven't really changed. Alex moved to the city which is completely different and understandable. You did whatever. But If we we're all together, you can't honestly tell me we'd be that different from the kids we were. I know that first hand.
January 16, 2004 ¤ 9:37 pm
im afraid of losing my friends.
Im afraid that the years of highschool will move so fast that every special moment is lost . I spend 12 years of my life with these people and soon i will be torn away from them. College im happy its there im happy i can move away and live but im afraid of losing what counts..my friends ..Im afraid that i will lose alecia and nikki, the two people who can make me laugh when im hysterical, alecia you were there for me when i got the phone call sean died you snuk out with me to make me feel better you made me smile through tough times and i never wanna lose you. Nikki our night talks and staying up until 2 babiling on abou tboys sex and drugs. I dont want to lose you cause you are so genuine in what u say and feel and how you view things...Brittany 7 years - fights and termoil u stuck with me i stayed at your house for a week or 2 whil emy mom was sick in the hospital i threw up on ur floor n ur mom still lets me in the house u been there for my throu death heartbreak and lose. and to u i owe the biggest thanks for putting up with my shit you are so important to me Bippy and Bubbilina..forever.
And I wrote this...
__downslide wrote,
@ 2004-08-24 00:00:00
We had so many good times, laughs, boyfriends, sneak-outs, jumping off roofs, late night talks, walking to Burger King, and Starbucks, and Target, and Justins House trips, and beach trips, and Applebee dinners, and Chillis Dinners, and phone calls and just EVERYTHING was fucking about the four of us.
I fucking miss;
BRI UNIT
Last summer it was all about us. Nikki and I? Damn, we were like unseperable, when she wasnt in camp she was hanging out with all of us. Nay and I? Spent almost EVERY SINGLE DAY with each other doing absolutely nothing. Going for walks to God knows where. Alex and I? Hung out all the time and walked all over and snuck out to see her friends, and I was there when Sean died.
We were all unseperable, and it always boiled down to Me, Nay, Nikki, and Alex. Its just fucked up to see how different things are now. No one talks to Nikki except for me, Nikki moved to her dads house and is completely happy with her life. Nay and Alex barely talk to me, Nay and I were like fucking sisters last summer and this summer...ugh i dont even know. Alex and I? Oh man, we would always have so much fun and now, she just I dont know I feel like she just came to the point of not liking me.
Im not saying they all were the reason it broke up. We all had a part in it, but to sit back and realize that it was ALWAYS us four girls and people knew us by it. and to look back now? and see what has changed its fucking sad, and its so painful.
You guys can say whatever you want about me. You can claim it was my fault, you can blame me for everything. You can say I made a journal? Whatever. I don't care. You can talk badly about me, say I am "dead," but to tell you the truth, I still won't care. The time we ALL spent with each other was amazing and I truly loved and valued every moment of it. But things changed, we changed, and all the extra drama and shit talking doesn't change that.
I love you guys for all the memories you have given me.
So hopefully everyone can grow up and take that with them.
And whether or not you appreciate this entry, I hope you
can at least get something good out of it.
Bri-Unit 03' is for forever. Whether or not you
"include" me in it, it will always be the four of us.
(You guys say 04', it was actually started summer of 03')
Thanks,
Alecia.
P.S. I hope you will still all wear pink to my wedding.
(Incase you forgot, I'm still holding you for that)
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When I cried, and begged you to be friends again.
I did that in front of John and whoever else walked by.
Britnay had to pull me away from you.
I don't think I ever missed someone more then you.
To read something like this makes me sad...
But more importantly confused.
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Alex moved to the city which is completely different and understandable.
You did whatever.
But If we we're all together, you can't honestly tell me we'd be that different from the kids we were.
I know that first hand.
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