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we got alongsooo much better when we lived @ 1756.......for the most part. now its like ARRRRR! only worse because chris is the slowest thing on the earth. a turtle could beat him. ever since we've moved he's been worknig (not too much of a problem), talking about all the stuff he's gonig to spend his money on, slept, and smoked a hell of a lot, and watched tv. and time spent doing things with jessica? maybe an hour or two each day, or every other day. rarely do we eat dinner together. he hasnt cooked but ONE meal for us to eat together by ourselves.....how long have we been in here? i am pretty much unpacked, i need him to help hang things, but it always fails because he doesnt tell me something about hardware, or because he expects me to know about putting things together and that i would automatically know what he does. or because his ideas sucked, like the curtains. his cheap $9 thing from ikea broke sooo many times. and now its 1:31 am, he has to leave at 7:30 and he's watching a movie and smoking, and StILLL has to empty a box. fand he thinks everything can be better if u just smoke a little. his solution to everything: smoke pot.
idea: i am getting sick of his ever growing obsession with pot. also, his lack of understanding about me being hungry, and not being his mom to pick up after all his trash and empty his pockets of yuck before i do all the damn. wash. something isnt fair here. and he's destroyed a wash towl of mine, and put holes in my wall, and he never goes to bed with me , he's always passing out in front of the tv, and i really just think he's become too much of a stoner for me, and we are gonig to wind up just being friends because the whole sex appeal thing seems to have died because we NEVER have sex anymore, and he says its only because i dont shave as much (well our shower is broken ......DUH i dont shave.....i dont wanna flood the place out) but i have gone a bit without shaving before and he hasnt had a problem. so sex is dead, he doesnt really wanna talk to me anymore, just be really sarcastic and all "lets smoke before we do anything, cause i cant do ANYTHING at home without being high." ........see i was sooo drunk last year i guese i never paid attention to the fact he probably just smoked allllll day when i was there visiting him. im probably the only person he FORCES smoking upon. and basically im just sick of him treating me like one of his friends, because i SOOOO use to be special.....and maybe i still am, but it's completely different.
also: i am gonig on a diet now because panera is bad for you. Ic drinks anyways.....and cream cheese. so diet away! and my kittiens are doing good so far. i want to keep both. !!!
finally: i am going to bed, even though i have to deal with everyone's laughing and giggling, and tv watching and the smell from downstairs.
idea: i am getting sick of his ever growing obsession with pot. also, his lack of understanding about me being hungry, and not being his mom to pick up after all his trash and empty his pockets of yuck before i do all the damn. wash. something isnt fair here. and he's destroyed a wash towl of mine, and put holes in my wall, and he never goes to bed with me , he's always passing out in front of the tv, and i really just think he's become too much of a stoner for me, and we are gonig to wind up just being friends because the whole sex appeal thing seems to have died because we NEVER have sex anymore, and he says its only because i dont shave as much (well our shower is broken ......DUH i dont shave.....i dont wanna flood the place out) but i have gone a bit without shaving before and he hasnt had a problem. so sex is dead, he doesnt really wanna talk to me anymore, just be really sarcastic and all "lets smoke before we do anything, cause i cant do ANYTHING at home without being high." ........see i was sooo drunk last year i guese i never paid attention to the fact he probably just smoked allllll day when i was there visiting him. im probably the only person he FORCES smoking upon. and basically im just sick of him treating me like one of his friends, because i SOOOO use to be special.....and maybe i still am, but it's completely different.
also: i am gonig on a diet now because panera is bad for you. Ic drinks anyways.....and cream cheese. so diet away! and my kittiens are doing good so far. i want to keep both. !!!
finally: i am going to bed, even though i have to deal with everyone's laughing and giggling, and tv watching and the smell from downstairs.