*~*This could be the end of everything*~*
To the Boy who stole my heart,
I won't deny that I liked you, and still do like you. Because that would be a lie. And I have always felt that I told the truth no matter how hard it was and thats what i plan on doing now. I like you a lot and me being stupid felt that I could do this again. But I don't think I can. I know I told you that I needed time and when that time was up, I wanted to give us another shot. But with you being gone, I've had a lot of time to reflect on whats been going on the past couple weeks. And I've realized that I deserve better. As good as we are together, its not enough. I feel like somethings missing between us and we will never have that back again. I feel like lately I've been putting to much effort into making us okay and your not doing a damn thing, yet you get all the benefit. How is that fair to me? I think I deserve more. NO! I KNOW I deserve more than that. I wish we could still be friends, but in all honesty I don't think I can still be your friend. You see, I want to be with you, but I know we can't be together. And being just your friend is out of the picture, because I wouldn't know how to handle it. There would always be that desire to be with you, and knowing I couldn't have you would drive me crazy. But this in between thing we have going on needs to stop. Obviously we're more than just friends, which is fun for now. But I need more and I don't know if we can ever have more.... I'm sorry, that i just can't say this to your face right now. But trust me it will be said, and when I do say it I want you to know that it was never my intention to hurt you... I just don't know how to fix what happened between us.
Love Always,
Me
I won't deny that I liked you, and still do like you. Because that would be a lie. And I have always felt that I told the truth no matter how hard it was and thats what i plan on doing now. I like you a lot and me being stupid felt that I could do this again. But I don't think I can. I know I told you that I needed time and when that time was up, I wanted to give us another shot. But with you being gone, I've had a lot of time to reflect on whats been going on the past couple weeks. And I've realized that I deserve better. As good as we are together, its not enough. I feel like somethings missing between us and we will never have that back again. I feel like lately I've been putting to much effort into making us okay and your not doing a damn thing, yet you get all the benefit. How is that fair to me? I think I deserve more. NO! I KNOW I deserve more than that. I wish we could still be friends, but in all honesty I don't think I can still be your friend. You see, I want to be with you, but I know we can't be together. And being just your friend is out of the picture, because I wouldn't know how to handle it. There would always be that desire to be with you, and knowing I couldn't have you would drive me crazy. But this in between thing we have going on needs to stop. Obviously we're more than just friends, which is fun for now. But I need more and I don't know if we can ever have more.... I'm sorry, that i just can't say this to your face right now. But trust me it will be said, and when I do say it I want you to know that it was never my intention to hurt you... I just don't know how to fix what happened between us.
Love Always,
Me