just when things start to get clear....

[gloryoflove27]

i warn you this entry is just a bunch of bitching and complaing.. so dont bother to read it if you dont want too...

today has just gone downhill and ya know what the worst part about is.. that i was actually okay today.. Like yeah everything still hurts like hell.. but for once i was thinking clearly and i was having an okay today, considering the circumstances... but no i have a friggin alcoholic stepfather that doesnt give a damn about anyone but himself.. he comes home starts fighting with my mom tells me and my sister we're worthless and we step all over our mom. that we're her damn kids and she needs to discipline us cause we dont do a damn thing.. which is funny seeing how he doesnt do anything either.. cept bitch and complain about every little thing. God it just pisses me off... because i was finally getting to an okay place, a place where i understood things and i was thinking clearly and i just get knocked down once again.

God!!!!!!!! I just want someone to hold me and tell me everythings gonna be okay.. cause right now i'm not sure they're going to be...

but i'm done...