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Im a shitty person.... no really, i am i promise....
I feel so bored with life, it just seems pointless right now. All i do is hang out with tj or sit at home feeling sorry for myself. ( And baby dont get offended, i love you and i love spending time with you and this isnt directed towards you). Ive realized that ever since TJ started working weekends, i really dont do anything. Which is really weird cause i used to go hang out with my friends almost every weekend. And lately i just keep them arms length away from me. Im just so bored with this high school bullshit. I dont want to hear that latest sex story or your latest "LIFE CRISIS" Ive just been through a lot lately, a lot more than most people realize, and i just want to get away from this place in my life. Im tired of being a sounding board, i miss when we would all just hang out and laugh or cry or whatever we did, but we dont do that anymore. And there's still a lot of people i love dearly and always will, its just i feel like i should get away from high school as fast i can.....
yeah i told you im shitty....
I feel so bored with life, it just seems pointless right now. All i do is hang out with tj or sit at home feeling sorry for myself. ( And baby dont get offended, i love you and i love spending time with you and this isnt directed towards you). Ive realized that ever since TJ started working weekends, i really dont do anything. Which is really weird cause i used to go hang out with my friends almost every weekend. And lately i just keep them arms length away from me. Im just so bored with this high school bullshit. I dont want to hear that latest sex story or your latest "LIFE CRISIS" Ive just been through a lot lately, a lot more than most people realize, and i just want to get away from this place in my life. Im tired of being a sounding board, i miss when we would all just hang out and laugh or cry or whatever we did, but we dont do that anymore. And there's still a lot of people i love dearly and always will, its just i feel like i should get away from high school as fast i can.....
yeah i told you im shitty....