Sep 20, 2005 20:34
hrm! lauren came over the other day..i love her!
we were real hyper and listend to nsync <3
i havnt seen my lecks for a long time, shes been
real busy with all of her 'socials' haha..and she
said we'd hang out next weekend, but shes got her
homecoming and shes bringin nole and tim. thats
okaaay..maybe another time :0) love ya biffle.
my sister might hafta change schools cause my dad
lost his job, anddd she'd feel bad going to a real
expensive school when hes unemployed. she came home
last weekend. it was niiiice, till some 'playa'
cameand ruined the partay. i feel bad for her, she
needs someone a lot better. cause he's prolly the
worst she could get. he's basically a boy though.
theyre all like it at some point. but hes just like
43 times worse to her. im sure she'll find someone nicer
soon =)
im getting seasonal depressionnnnn =( school JUST started
and im DONE. im so ready to go..i hate being there, and
the thought of it the night before makes me want to puke
everywhere. yeah thats how much i hate it. i miss my love's
at charter. and summer, and having nothing to worry about.
i miss last year and i miss seth. and i also miss being with
lecks everyday. i miss that a lot. way lots. we had a real
good summer, im just hoping what we're planning next summer
will really happen and nothin will change. thats one thing i
would want to stay the same forever. we butt heads at some
points but in the back of our heads we both know we're like
the same person. so im just trying to get through everything
without thinking..i need some gloves, my hands are cold. i hate complaining..and
feel gross after doing it but i have things to complain about.
and i feel like theres nothing there i actually KNOW is there, forever
and thats really discomforting.