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You know those scenes in the movies or whatever, where someone just sort of breaks and falls down and just starts fucking crying because everything is just too damn much? And they have someone that they will allow to hold them and just sort of sit there with them until life starts making sense again?
Yeah, it'd be great if I could find someone I would allow to do that.
Maybe I'm sick. Maybe I'm low. Maybe I'm sleep-deprived. (I'm sure as hell not stressed.)
Tonight's just a really shitty night and I wish I knew someone who could make it better, but I don't.
I don't even had a furry little animal that will let me hold him and sort of cry into his fur, because Dak is long gone and Niko just fucking hates me.
I'm burning up, but I'm freezing. All I can hope for at this point is that I have some terminal, fast-progressing disease, because I'm too much of a pussy to commit suicide, but I need to stop breathing right now.
Yeah, it'd be great if I could find someone I would allow to do that.
Maybe I'm sick. Maybe I'm low. Maybe I'm sleep-deprived. (I'm sure as hell not stressed.)
Tonight's just a really shitty night and I wish I knew someone who could make it better, but I don't.
I don't even had a furry little animal that will let me hold him and sort of cry into his fur, because Dak is long gone and Niko just fucking hates me.
I'm burning up, but I'm freezing. All I can hope for at this point is that I have some terminal, fast-progressing disease, because I'm too much of a pussy to commit suicide, but I need to stop breathing right now.