Tell me dear, how could I make this more clear,
When I say this is forever and how is that so wrong,
Is it too much to ask to not be alone.
So what did I do wrong,
I'll take it back and start over again.
Well I fall asleep with you and I wake up alone,
and unwanted in your silence.
And I wish I could destroy you,
But instead I'll just adore you.
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i feel like i continuously go in a circle with aaron.
and nothing ever makes sense.
he doesn't make sense.
how can you continuously say things like "how do i not care about you"
when its obvious, you show how amazing you are to every other girl.
and not me anymore. and it really hurts.
because it doesnt seem like he understands how much he underappreciates me.
when i would have done anything to make it work.
even though i told him today i want him out of my life.
what the fuck is wrong with me?