June 2, 2009
-> Exactly two years ago I witnessed the death of my father, learned what it felt like to have your entire life changed literally and figuratively and for one second, I hated God.
-> I missed my father and sometimes it got so bad, I wanted to die myself.
-> I am a stronger person than I was two years ago. It wasn't by choice, but I've realize that when it come to life, I don't really have any.
-> I will raise my two younger brothers into good men. Men that I know my father would have been proud off.
-> I would rather stay single and take care of my mother. Somehow, I am content with that option.
-> I used to be able to visualize my future but now, it always drew up blank. It worries me sometimes.
And that is all.
Miss you Dad.
-> I missed my father and sometimes it got so bad, I wanted to die myself.
-> I am a stronger person than I was two years ago. It wasn't by choice, but I've realize that when it come to life, I don't really have any.
-> I will raise my two younger brothers into good men. Men that I know my father would have been proud off.
-> I would rather stay single and take care of my mother. Somehow, I am content with that option.
-> I used to be able to visualize my future but now, it always drew up blank. It worries me sometimes.
And that is all.
Miss you Dad.