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I have no idea how long its been since I've updated. I don't even know if ppl read this thing anymore. I decided not to look at my last post and just right about whatever. Here we go.
I'm extremely proud of the growth I've seen in my brother Joe. He's a man on fire. Just reading his post in the past few weeks and seeing his replies to other's replies has really been encouragement for me. Whenever I talk to him I'll thank him for standing up for what he believes in and continuing to pursue the One who provides for him.
I'm super proud of Mara too. The girl is doing her thing all over the country and that is definately something to be proud of. I think I'll reply to one of her entries and tell her how proud I am of her that kinda thing doesn't have to be a secret.
I really want to go back to school in August but I'm getting kinda discouraged. Living in my parent's house and driving a car without air conditioning really has me wondering if I should just get a job that can pay rent and afford me a new car. The thing is that if I do that then I'll postpone school and more than likely won't go back. However, the major problem is that I don't know what I want to study in school. I can't apply to a program b/c application fees are like $75 each and I can't afford to apply to a bunch and see if I get accepted. I don't really know what I want to do. Its always been easy b/c someone has always been like we want you here. This is what we can do for you. But now I have to research a program. I promise the first person to say I can use your talents and this is what we are able to help you accomplish with life I'm there. Its hard to do alone. I'm way too indecisive for this. I wanted to just get in school anyway this fall. Just take some prerequisite classes for a program I'm interested in but I'm not sure which that is yet so I'm still struggling. I'm gonna try my best to be in school this fall though, even if I'm taking 3 classes.
Later.......
I'm extremely proud of the growth I've seen in my brother Joe. He's a man on fire. Just reading his post in the past few weeks and seeing his replies to other's replies has really been encouragement for me. Whenever I talk to him I'll thank him for standing up for what he believes in and continuing to pursue the One who provides for him.
I'm super proud of Mara too. The girl is doing her thing all over the country and that is definately something to be proud of. I think I'll reply to one of her entries and tell her how proud I am of her that kinda thing doesn't have to be a secret.
I really want to go back to school in August but I'm getting kinda discouraged. Living in my parent's house and driving a car without air conditioning really has me wondering if I should just get a job that can pay rent and afford me a new car. The thing is that if I do that then I'll postpone school and more than likely won't go back. However, the major problem is that I don't know what I want to study in school. I can't apply to a program b/c application fees are like $75 each and I can't afford to apply to a bunch and see if I get accepted. I don't really know what I want to do. Its always been easy b/c someone has always been like we want you here. This is what we can do for you. But now I have to research a program. I promise the first person to say I can use your talents and this is what we are able to help you accomplish with life I'm there. Its hard to do alone. I'm way too indecisive for this. I wanted to just get in school anyway this fall. Just take some prerequisite classes for a program I'm interested in but I'm not sure which that is yet so I'm still struggling. I'm gonna try my best to be in school this fall though, even if I'm taking 3 classes.
Later.......