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I really don't know what has taken me so long to update. It's been a month. I guess in a month I have passed all of my classes, gone through 50 different plans for after school, and still managed to not get my car fixed like i want.
I can't believe I passed all of my classes this semester. This only brings me closer to graduation in April. Three A's a B and a C. God is truly awesome.
The after school idea I'm working on now is attending UAB and being apart of the Training and Retaining Urban Student Teachers (TRUST) Initiative. In this program I'll have a job being a teacher in Birmingham City Schools and they will pay for me to get my Masters in Math. Kinda cool. Not the most fun job ever but something decent to help me pay for a life in Birmingham. Thinking about not coming back here but I don't really want to stay in Tallahassee either. I would rather stay there than come back here but I kinda want to go somewhere else to. But where? Its hard going some place new. How do you meet friends and new people. I wouldn't know how to network to get the things I needed and ultimately the things i want. I really don't know what to do. Somehow I feel this is an unhealthy state. Not knowing what to do or better yet what it is that you want to do. This is the state of confusion that I'm in. Mom isn't making it better. She's the reason I went to FAMU. She told me she didn't want me going to school instate so I went to Florida. Then she couldn't wait for me to come back home. Now she's telling me not to come back home. I don't know what to do. Maybe I'll figure it out before its too late.
I can't believe I passed all of my classes this semester. This only brings me closer to graduation in April. Three A's a B and a C. God is truly awesome.
The after school idea I'm working on now is attending UAB and being apart of the Training and Retaining Urban Student Teachers (TRUST) Initiative. In this program I'll have a job being a teacher in Birmingham City Schools and they will pay for me to get my Masters in Math. Kinda cool. Not the most fun job ever but something decent to help me pay for a life in Birmingham. Thinking about not coming back here but I don't really want to stay in Tallahassee either. I would rather stay there than come back here but I kinda want to go somewhere else to. But where? Its hard going some place new. How do you meet friends and new people. I wouldn't know how to network to get the things I needed and ultimately the things i want. I really don't know what to do. Somehow I feel this is an unhealthy state. Not knowing what to do or better yet what it is that you want to do. This is the state of confusion that I'm in. Mom isn't making it better. She's the reason I went to FAMU. She told me she didn't want me going to school instate so I went to Florida. Then she couldn't wait for me to come back home. Now she's telling me not to come back home. I don't know what to do. Maybe I'll figure it out before its too late.