WARNING THIS IS AN EMO POST
Today was another crappy day in a long line of crappy days. Fuck, man, this is getting ridiculous. I hate feeling depressed like this, especially when it carries on for days on end. Seriously, man, seriously. Why am I so goddamned miserable all of a sudden? I was happy, wasn't I? I used to laugh and smile and joke around, didn't I? What the fuck happened?
I just... fuck. I don't even want to talk about it in detail. Not here, anyway. Maybe if you corner me on AIM, I might spill, but I might not, either. Who knows. I don't really feel like talking about. There isn't much to say. Basically, my self-esteem has gone through hell and bak again, not once, but twice, and I no longer feel comfortable with myself.
It sucks.
I have to say, though, that this thread and this log made me so fucking happy. Thanks, Spork, Yuzu. ♥
I just... fuck. I don't even want to talk about it in detail. Not here, anyway. Maybe if you corner me on AIM, I might spill, but I might not, either. Who knows. I don't really feel like talking about. There isn't much to say. Basically, my self-esteem has gone through hell and bak again, not once, but twice, and I no longer feel comfortable with myself.
It sucks.
I have to say, though, that this thread and this log made me so fucking happy. Thanks, Spork, Yuzu. ♥