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I came close to breaking out into hysterics during homeroom today. I don't really know why, but I think it's because I felt like I was going to snap under all this pressure that's being piled onto me. There's so much I need to accomplish and excell in, but unfortunately there aren't enough hours in the day for me to do all of it. And it sucks. It really sucks. I'm not even three weeks into the school year and I already wish for it to be June again.
This blows. I shouldn't let a couple tests cause me to nearly have a panic attack - it's just one fucking test! It's early in the year! Chill out, Max. No huge loss.
But I've been feeling it building on top of me, lately. I feel it, sometimes, when I'm in the crackchat, and I start to feel miserable and there I go, zoning out for a little bit. Maybe it's why I can't get myself to RP some times.
Whatever.
This blows. I shouldn't let a couple tests cause me to nearly have a panic attack - it's just one fucking test! It's early in the year! Chill out, Max. No huge loss.
But I've been feeling it building on top of me, lately. I feel it, sometimes, when I'm in the crackchat, and I start to feel miserable and there I go, zoning out for a little bit. Maybe it's why I can't get myself to RP some times.
Whatever.