Christmas EVE 2008
WELL CHRISTMAS THIS YEAR WILL BE SO DIFFERANT.. SO.... MAny changes have happened in my life since i last wrote. i am finally with the man that i have loved for 11 yrs. we were reunited last year and i am now living in his home town state. its very cold in the area. i dont know any one here... maybe thats a good thing. to much drama were i had been living since i was13yrs old. the step-dad i once knew as a father figure is trying to screw me out of a car i paid for with my own money. he wont give me the title to it,even after he told me several times that the car was mine. he had made sexual comments to me for 5 yrs after my mother moved back to her home town state. i agnored his comments.. thinking he would stop.. but he never did. i moved into his mothers old farm house after she passed and lived there for about a year. times got tuff and i had to pay the bills on my own so he lowered my rent. towards the end of this year he raised the rent back up knowing i couldent pay the rent. i nhad got hurt on my job and was only collecting workmans comp.. just a month or so ago he told me if i came down to his place for a couple nights he would call it even. i told him no i cant do that.. thats not right. im not comfortable doing that. he calls me a lier to my sister stating i am lieing about having surgery on my hands. i have to have both worked on hopfully in jan 2009. once i get set up with a doctor here where i am living now. i truly believe he was jelous because i made my own disisions on things like my own life and wanted somthing more than where i was living. he acted as if i was my mother. as if he was trying to hold on to a part of time that he had lost with my mother.they were married for 18 yrs. he tried to date me and i declined all of his sexual comments. he really let me down. cause i truly believed he looked at me as a daughter. he is now 66yrs old. greedy man thinks only of money and his self. he lies to his girlfriend bonnie only to make his self look good. but what about me.???? well i got the HELL OUT OF HIS WAY, HIS LIFE so he cant torment me any more. and even tho im miles away he is still making it hard for me. he wont give me the title to my car. which in fact its got both our names on it. i thought he waNTED ME TO HAVE THE CAR TO HELP ME IN LIFE. BUT NO HE WANTS TO CAUSE ME GREIF, JUST LIKE HE DID WHEN I WAS 13YS OLD. THANKS GARY COLE!!! THANKS FOR MAKING ME CRY AND HURT all over a car that u said that was mine. ive got the proff that i made ALL the payments. i will see u in court! and i didnt want to get mean and nasty about it all but i guess thats what he wants me to do. or he doesent think i have to guts or the streath to do so.