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this sucks, not even 8 o'clock on a fucking saturday night and everyone went home. and brads not even answering his effin phone. when i called he was busy, if he was at work, why would his phone be busy, and if he isnt at work, why wouldnt he pick up the second time i called. and i got to see angela for like barely four hours today, about two hours of it in a car. and bowen doesnt care, and im not positive she really does either b/c after shes done with dinner she still gets to hang out with bowen, her other best friend. now im ranting eating a sandwich and playing FreeCell b/c it calms me. ahhh, this sucks so much, i effin get beat all day in the hopes i can see my fuckin girlfriend, maybe spend some time with her, outside of looking for homeless and watching a movie. and my familys gone celebrating my mothers birthday, theyve been gone since about 1:00 and arent home yet its cold and wet outside, come home! and angela's leaving at 3 tomorrow, and thats when my rugby thing ends. this is crap. more FreeCell. there i won, that only took like, three minutes. that game makes me happy, what the hell am i supposed to do all night, rugby didnt tire me out nearly enough to go to bed now. porn? no. ill put on a movie and eat, that sounds like fun. and im falling behind on my angela birthday christmasy thing. im not happy.