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I really, really want it to be next year. I just want my debt to be paid. It feels like it's six million years away. My job sucks so bad. I'm so poor. I'm just a burden on other people that I care about.
I feel like I'm suffocating. I feel like I'm split in to two halves. One half is trying to be all happy and act like everything will be fine... That half is trying to believe that everything will be fine. The other half, the other half is just so unhappy.
I don't know which half is the real half.
Life comes with no instructions and no return policy. I have followed the wrong path more than once, I just want to do the right thing. I don't want to be a fuck up anymore. I want to get out of the shadow of all my damn mistakes and finally live my life. I want to believe that I can do it. I really do.
I just want to be happy.
I feel like I'm suffocating. I feel like I'm split in to two halves. One half is trying to be all happy and act like everything will be fine... That half is trying to believe that everything will be fine. The other half, the other half is just so unhappy.
I don't know which half is the real half.
Life comes with no instructions and no return policy. I have followed the wrong path more than once, I just want to do the right thing. I don't want to be a fuck up anymore. I want to get out of the shadow of all my damn mistakes and finally live my life. I want to believe that I can do it. I really do.
I just want to be happy.