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[gloomsruby]

This is a poem I wrote about how I am feeling, if you want to read it go ahead, it means very much to me right now, because this is all I feel right now. This is all I can feel. The rest of me is numb.

"Incomplete"
If I open my eyes
you are right in front of me
If I close my eyes
your still all that I see
and I cannot comprehend how I could
just let you go
I know that I was only doing what you wanted me to
and what you expected of me
but I still don't see
how you could have drifted
so far away from me
and I've decided that all I want
is for you to be back into my arms
that's the only happiness that I could recieve
but at the same time
I'd rather you be happy than me
so let me go
send me a letter
about how your marriage will be
send me a little postcard
send back that little piece of me
that I know you still have
deep inside your heart
and it will tear me apart
to see her lying next to you
and I'll never be whole again
because no matter how much you offer it up
that little piece of me will always remain with you
that little piece of me
...it belongs to you