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I've been back home in Cali for almost a month now, and things are going well. When I first got back I was having some health problems, my big toe on my left foot went partially numb, and my left arm was feeling strange and cold, and I was getting headaches like every evening. I went to the doctors and they did some blood tests and an ekg, but couldn't figure out what was wrong. I had an appointment scheduled with a neurologist, but wound up cancelling it because all of my symptoms except for the toe thing went away. I feel much much better now! I've also started taking kids multivitamins, as adult ones make my head feel funny. Other than that my health has been good, except for slicing the fuck out of my finger the other day, but its healing well and I got hello kitty bandaids! :)
School has been going ok. I've been kind of having a lot of stress and angst over my thesis film. I feel really stuck on it and don't really have any motivation to work on it, so for the most part I haven't which is really awful. My screenwriting professor is helping me with the story, which is good, and I have a meeting on Wednesday with one of the character animation professors who teaches character design to help me make my character designs stronger. My flash workshop has been going really well though. The guys who are teaching it work for a company that has worked on Fosters Home of Imaginary Friends and they also did the video for that song Read A Book. They teach really well, and go a bit fast sometimes but I am learning so much more about Flash than I ever have before. They seem to think I'm doing a decent job, and I'm kinda thinking about trying to wrangle an internship out of the whole process. :) My job at the box office starts on the 4th, which I'm really looking forward too as I could really use the money!
Things with Jason have been going well so far too. The plans I've come up with regarding our whole D/s thing over winter break seem to be going really well so far, and there so far hasn't been any angst or drama, which has been really nice. We'll see how long that lasts once our initial 30 days are up, as we are just focusing on me during this time, so any problems he's been having he's keeping to himself for this first 30 days, so for all I know he could have a ton of problems and be miserable.... but at least it doesn't seem that way and it seems like he's enjoying the process so far as well.
One of the good things we've done so far this semester is buy cook books! Never again do I have to eat leftovers for 5 days in a row, as we got a cookbook that has recipes for 2, and that's worked out really well and has been quite tasty.
After the whole Yi Yi incident during winter break, Jason decided that he wasn't going to speak to her for a long time because its obvious she still has feelings for him, and then she wrote him back this ridiculous long letter back trying to guilt trip him about the whole thing and back pedaling over the way she was dressed at his family's New Year's party. Her letter doesn't even make sense, because at first she was all like "no, I wasn't wearing that outfit for you, I buy myself a new outfit at New Years every year." Obviously this statement alone is bullshit because A) They dated for 3 years, if she usually bought herself a new outfit every year at New Years, he would know this. B) she admitted in an earlier phone call that she had worn that outfit to tease him C) later in the same damn letter that she said she wasn't wearing the outfit for him, she apologizes for teasing him with it, and says she only wanted to tease him with it because she knows he's been stressed. (what the fuck does that mean?!) and D) who the fuck teases a guy with provocative outfits when they aren't interested in them?! And then she lays on all this bullshit about how she won't stop being friends with him, and that she won't talk to him if he doesn't want her to (although later in the email she says she'll call him if he wants her to), and that how she's so nice to guys that it winds up ruining their friendships... maybe she wouldn't have so much trouble in her friendships with guys if she wasn't being such a manipulative bitch all the time..... Anyway, I will stop ranting here, everything about her existence pisses me off, and I hope Jason doesn't fall for her bullshit because he feels guilty now and lets her continue on this discourse, because she's only coaxing him into further communicating with her, which is what he didn't want in the first place.
Blah. Anyway, I'm going to go work on my thesis story now. I suppose I can't stay in bed and watch Bleach and play Starcraft all day... :)
School has been going ok. I've been kind of having a lot of stress and angst over my thesis film. I feel really stuck on it and don't really have any motivation to work on it, so for the most part I haven't which is really awful. My screenwriting professor is helping me with the story, which is good, and I have a meeting on Wednesday with one of the character animation professors who teaches character design to help me make my character designs stronger. My flash workshop has been going really well though. The guys who are teaching it work for a company that has worked on Fosters Home of Imaginary Friends and they also did the video for that song Read A Book. They teach really well, and go a bit fast sometimes but I am learning so much more about Flash than I ever have before. They seem to think I'm doing a decent job, and I'm kinda thinking about trying to wrangle an internship out of the whole process. :) My job at the box office starts on the 4th, which I'm really looking forward too as I could really use the money!
Things with Jason have been going well so far too. The plans I've come up with regarding our whole D/s thing over winter break seem to be going really well so far, and there so far hasn't been any angst or drama, which has been really nice. We'll see how long that lasts once our initial 30 days are up, as we are just focusing on me during this time, so any problems he's been having he's keeping to himself for this first 30 days, so for all I know he could have a ton of problems and be miserable.... but at least it doesn't seem that way and it seems like he's enjoying the process so far as well.
One of the good things we've done so far this semester is buy cook books! Never again do I have to eat leftovers for 5 days in a row, as we got a cookbook that has recipes for 2, and that's worked out really well and has been quite tasty.
After the whole Yi Yi incident during winter break, Jason decided that he wasn't going to speak to her for a long time because its obvious she still has feelings for him, and then she wrote him back this ridiculous long letter back trying to guilt trip him about the whole thing and back pedaling over the way she was dressed at his family's New Year's party. Her letter doesn't even make sense, because at first she was all like "no, I wasn't wearing that outfit for you, I buy myself a new outfit at New Years every year." Obviously this statement alone is bullshit because A) They dated for 3 years, if she usually bought herself a new outfit every year at New Years, he would know this. B) she admitted in an earlier phone call that she had worn that outfit to tease him C) later in the same damn letter that she said she wasn't wearing the outfit for him, she apologizes for teasing him with it, and says she only wanted to tease him with it because she knows he's been stressed. (what the fuck does that mean?!) and D) who the fuck teases a guy with provocative outfits when they aren't interested in them?! And then she lays on all this bullshit about how she won't stop being friends with him, and that she won't talk to him if he doesn't want her to (although later in the email she says she'll call him if he wants her to), and that how she's so nice to guys that it winds up ruining their friendships... maybe she wouldn't have so much trouble in her friendships with guys if she wasn't being such a manipulative bitch all the time..... Anyway, I will stop ranting here, everything about her existence pisses me off, and I hope Jason doesn't fall for her bullshit because he feels guilty now and lets her continue on this discourse, because she's only coaxing him into further communicating with her, which is what he didn't want in the first place.
Blah. Anyway, I'm going to go work on my thesis story now. I suppose I can't stay in bed and watch Bleach and play Starcraft all day... :)