why am i here?
okay granted it isn't that late but fuck. I wanted to be able to cuddle with my man tonight but due to a perky little lady I am out here so he can sleep. I’m too nice huh? most women would make their husband just deal. but I figure he has to get up before sunrise for work and has been supporting my ass for the past 8 weeks. yeah yeah he's my husband so it's not supporting me... bull shit. I’m not making money then he's supporting me. and I hate that. I mean I love the fact that he want's to "be a man" and be the breadwinner but I don't like depending on someone for everything. I guess that comes from being a single mom for so long. I’ve always hated people paying for me, which would be one of the reasons I didn't date much. I always felt obligated then, like I owed them something. and I don't like having debts. so now I have to throw my hubby the biggest baddest b-day party to pay him back for all of this. *sighs* I’d love to wake him up and hehe prove my love for him...............but he has to be up early and worked hella hard today. he's also had overtime like every day since he started this job. I’m just happy he's no longer in that damn cab. and he's doing something he likes.
oh on the tattoo subject.............. so I said "there is no fucking way in hell I’d ever get a guys name tattooed on me", then I thought about it. well if he has my name tattooed on him then I know that if he were to cheat he'd have to explain himself.. horrid thought but true. and when I told him this.. yes I told him, he laughed and said something about me marking my territory. when I brought it up on Saturday, I asked him if he'd really get my name tattooed on him he said "yeah to prove my devotion, my undying love, my everlasting... gobstopper... I mean love" yes my husband is a dork... but I thought about it. this was my suggestion. he didn't have to agree to it, I put it out as a thought and he ran with it. I’d have gone for flash but he decided to draw it out and told me to find a font. wow.... how many men do you know who would agree to such a thing? sober? it's insane... but that would be why I love him. *le sigh* well off to bed to lie next to my man. the one who holds my heart in his hand.
oh on the tattoo subject.............. so I said "there is no fucking way in hell I’d ever get a guys name tattooed on me", then I thought about it. well if he has my name tattooed on him then I know that if he were to cheat he'd have to explain himself.. horrid thought but true. and when I told him this.. yes I told him, he laughed and said something about me marking my territory. when I brought it up on Saturday, I asked him if he'd really get my name tattooed on him he said "yeah to prove my devotion, my undying love, my everlasting... gobstopper... I mean love" yes my husband is a dork... but I thought about it. this was my suggestion. he didn't have to agree to it, I put it out as a thought and he ran with it. I’d have gone for flash but he decided to draw it out and told me to find a font. wow.... how many men do you know who would agree to such a thing? sober? it's insane... but that would be why I love him. *le sigh* well off to bed to lie next to my man. the one who holds my heart in his hand.