normality is returning.
life is good... i can finaly get around without cringing every three steps. most people don't relise that a c-section is *Major* surgery. and it fuckin' hurts too!but things are better. Scarlet is much more alert and awake durring the day. she digs just chillin on a blanket in a patch of sun. she is my little kitty cat hehehe. Damien is really enjoying the having a baby in the house. everything is "baby, what's wrong?" "here baby" "oh baby don't cry" it's too cute :} and Pauly.. the love of my life... my reason for living... he is so wonderful with both munchkins. we talked about the fact that damien isn't biologicly his and if that made a difference in his feelings between the two. and he said if there were anyway to go back and make damien his he would. as far as he is concerned damien is his and always has been. he was the one to visit the NICU and hold damien, he took care of him and babysat if i needed him to, and now he is a good daddy. he is devoted to both kids and it amazes me! most men don't do the care taker thing with the wee ones. but hell! he gave her her first bath yesterday. he had me help but i just watched and offered advice. he is wonderful.. and now i truly see why i worship him. he is my perfect mate.