... down by the river.
it's august. wtf.
my wknd, as usual, was spent drinking the nights/early mornings away, then slept my days away. i hate that.
i don't really have anything to say.
i had a gathering at my place friday night. i hate it when that happens. i can't get kicked out and MOVE AGIAN. my sanity is depending on this. the other tenants seem pretty cool tho. we say hi, but everyone pretty much keeps to themselves, so, i'm thinking it's all good as long as the parties are not a constant thing. and when i say parties, they're not. more like gatherings of ten or less people, smoking pot. i don't keep alcohol at my place, b/c that would be bad.
this month is going to be bittersweet. i'm going to get a decent supply of suboxone, AND it's one of my best friends birthday, which lands on a thursday, so it's going to be a three day, possible four day bender. yes.
i also have to deal w/ some other personal shit, AND go in for my yearly. sweet.
today i was suppose to go w/ my ex to see the new hellboy movie, but, as i've alreayd mentioned, i slept all day, and now i feel bad, b/c i didn't call him. he goes to bed super early, and by the time i was 'awake' it was too late. i'll mos def give him a call tomorrow, and see if we can plan something else.
missed some other phon calls as well, but that aint no big thang.
i let a friend of mine borrowed one of my most favorite rings ever, and she FINALLY returned it to me last night. something's weird about it. a. there's her signature color of nail polish on it, b. i think the stone may have fell out, and she glued it back in. something's just not right about it. and she babbled on about just finding it in the back of her jewelry box. ok, obviously i know something happend, just tell me, dude. we're friends. don't be sneaky. but whatever.
and i've decided i'm definitely going to get a kitten. a friend is going to look into seeing the two remaining kitties (@ the time) are left. she and her bf got one, and he's the cutest fucking thing in the world. i'm partial to long haired cats, and that's what these are. so i'm crossing my fingers there's one left. perferably a male. we'll see.
i'll have to get this apartment in tip top shape, and buy the kitty necessities. i'm excited.
we're not allowed to have pets, but, the landlord never comes around unless he thinks he's not getting his rent. which i like b/c i hate nosey people. so i think it will work out quite well. and besides, i can always say i'm kitty sitting, and i do have black mail, b/c i'm pretty sure smoking pot is more illegal, b/c it's a more than frequent smell in the hallways here. and i RARELY smoke the refer @ my place. and if i do, it's late at night.
tuesday, i have a meeting to go to that could very much help me out in the money department, and then i'll be leaving w/ my parents to go camping for a few days. FINALLY! i'm kinda looking forward to it. to get out of this loser city for a few days, and play in the woods. fun stuff. i feel great being in nature, spirtually, that kinda shit. i like to frolic.
this wknd i'm going w/ some friends to a another friends (confusing, hey?) hometown to do this annual tubing down a river thing. i'm REALLY looking forward to this. finally doing summer/outdoorsie things, and summer is almost over. oh well, i'll fucking enjoy every second of it. i guess after the tubing, we'll chill, then go to some party the city hold each yr as well. AND there will be firworks. love it.
the only downfall is that this means i have to buy a swimsuit. yuck. so, this wk i ALSO have to venture to the mall, and find a suit, and cute over swimsuit gear. which may, or not, be living hell for me. wish me luck there.